All saints day

Today is a very special day to me: it's "all saints day". i'm definitely not into celebrations but i do care abt this one. i think that, the older i become, the more i care.
we celebrate those of our family that are dead: my grand-parents, in my case.
this day is supposed to be a sad one for everyone: going to the cemetary isn't very funny.
however i do feel happy: cemetaries seems to be "more alive" on this day. there are so many flowers on the tombs, so colorful, tens of people are coming, they talk to each other...it's not that sad, finally.

the second reason is that my grand-father wouldn't like me to be sad. he was a so joyful person, always making me laughing that i think i couldn't deceive him if i were sad.
he had a lot of respect for this kind of celebration, but he always tried to kindly make fun of it. i still love his sense of humor: i remember some of his jokes, mostly the most acid of them.
everyday you're in my heart.
i love you.