From long ago i knew it would happen like that. I even prepared myself to it. Today, though, i feel surprised, bitter somehow and surely angry at your manners. I wasn't that prepared, after all. What's coming next?
Funny that i'm being back after such a shock... Funny that my previous post was such... Anyway, we learn about ourselves and the others everyday, don't we? Hopefully that will help us to go further.
...protect me from you, protect me from myself and my feelings...such a weakness. I knew that would happen. I couldn't imagine it would be that sudden, that fast. Well, it just happened. Isn't honesty the most important, afterall? I just hope future has some more of what i saw in store...
Mixed feelings...sometimes we burn those we loved for they're not what we thought they were. I'm surrounded by fire at the moment. Lots of ashes. Relief? Maybe...